*clearing dust on my blog.. (:

there's alot for me to update and vent out everything that i wanted..

so don mind if i vent everything out n if this is a long post..
recently i've got myself a job,
this is a line that i really like, (obviously is sthing i like, if not i wouldnt work)
but there's just some stuffs that im not happy about..
been really tired these few days and i feel that,
i've ought to be really careful n ask before signing the bond..
(this is a lesson that i've learn this round)


working has been really stress n f* up.. (pardon me for tt)
maybe because its those commission base thing,
that's y things are so complicated and competitive..
though its hard for me to really memorize products,
but still,
working here does somehow helps me to gain some knowledge on these products..
actually its fun to work there if there's no "mouths" around..
the main target aim for me to work there is not acheive,
cause all it does is more on products wise n stuffs,
but what i wana learn is not being taught.. (which initially i thought that they'll teach)
there's alot of things that is bothering me, (i mean work)
but because of the bonding things,
if i were to quit within the 3 months contract that i've signed,
i've to pay an amount of 1k to the company..
(feel so irritated while typing this!)


i knew that things cant goes the way i wants it to be,
i've ought to learn n grow up,
learning how to handle situation like this,
or even learning how to handle such people in life..
in this working world,
there's no such things like when u work hard for the job/company,
u'll get really nice return..
sometimes u ought to be smart enough to get yourself out of situation that u shouldnt be in..
(like conflicts etc..)
and preventing "mouths" stabbing u at ur back..
its a lesson to be learn esp when i work in this environment..


i really wanted to write down whatever i felt since day 1 till now,
but,
forget it..
should just vent it to people who's willingly to listen..
im tired.. (both physically and mentally)





met up sisters on saturday after my work..
had really a good chat with each other..
at least we knew how currently each other is like..
the above photo is the things we ate..
spend less than 40bucks to get everything,
and get to eat all kinds of foods..
(:



currently im happy!
cause im having off today..
shall sleep more n rest my leg more..
i've cramps everynight on my leg,
any kind souls willingly to tell me wad i can do to get rid of cramps on my leg?
(:



i saw this sexy diamond parka(pk)..!
im so in love with this..!!!!
its soooooooooo nice!!!
(what do u pp think?)
each different colour combination makes up different kind of feel..!
somemore, u people know what??
there's ★ on the pk!
★STARS★!!!
i've been in love with stars since im young..
im crazy over ★!!