Saturday, September 17, 2016

Started school for a couple of months, it definitely hasn't been a smooth and easy one. It seems like 1 month i'll be taking 2 modules. Non stop of presentations, group and individual assignments. (sometimes i really wonder what shits did i get myself into, oh well...)
Talking about assignments, I've got to do my assignments now. 
Life of a "student"...

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Sorry for not being by your side when you need us the most,
Saying this now might seems like excuses to you,
But no doubt, even if i don't seems to ask you personally on your matter.
Secretly i still get to update on your matters.

Realized, when we're a grown up,
Sometimes, whatever seems easy turn out to be difficult.
Too many what seems most rubbish concerns restrict us to be like how we're like before.

Deep down, i do wish we're all like before.

Monday, November 30, 2015

I miss travelling
Been really busy with my work recently, slept like 2am everyday? (for someone who sleeps really early, i guess its really late)
There's like so many things to do yet so little time. (TIRED)

It's gonna get harder before it gets easier. But it will get better. You just gotta make it through the hard stuff first!


Thursday, November 26, 2015

My little niece, Joie Ng!!

My handsome happy baking boys!!

The one that has gone through alot with me since young.

Saturday, November 21, 2015

The road to success is never easy, I'll continue to work hard on it

Friday, July 31, 2015

当时我们, 如果努力相爱, 会不会不一样
心中的遗憾, 却又放开你
我已经慢慢在学会长大, 现在的你好吗
偶尔会想念, 当时的我们
不如停在, 回忆里的空白

说了 sorry, 爱也无法 delete 重来。

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Sitting down and facing directly the front of the center, thinking about what has happened throughout the 3 years plus in the career that I've been in, I won't say that it is all bad. Reasons? I've enjoyed myself while teaching the children, being around with my bunch of fun colleagues and of course, the fulfillment that I felt when I see the children growing up each day.

Being in the education field, especially with younger children, I felt that there's is actually less or rather, 0 political issues (I don't know about the other center, but I knew that there's minimal or rather 0 in the center that I've been in).

Being center executive, center admin (whatever you call it), I've met nasty, troublesome, awful parents. Being a very straight forward person and not knowing how to lie, I've realize that whenever I met these kind of parents, my facial expression or the way I sound like, the tone I've used, am speaking to them is considering "mean" too. Then again, I'll try my best to tone down if I can. There's nice, kind, sweet parents too. Days like that will make my entire day wonderful and wanting to talk more to them.

I like the environment that I am in, then again....

Till next time again, till we meet again...

Thursday, January 01, 2015

Passionate To Me

Do you know? Do you know the coziness of this love?
Do you know this warmth? Do you know my heart?
It’s like that even when I wait all day
I’m not bored, my heart is like that now
Always come close to me and look at me a little more
Fall in love, only with you, stay by my side like this
Passionately hug me, this heart-racing love
Fall in love, only with you, my small love that I’ve hidden, I’ll give to you
Always with a warm look, a warm heart
Love me so it’s not too late
Fall in love, only with you, stay by my side like this
Passionately hug me, this heart-racing love
I’ll give my love to your embrace, to you
Fall in love, just like now, will you be with me? I love you
Fall in love, only with you, stay by my side like this
Passionately hug me, this heart-racing love
Fall in love, only with you, my small love that I’ve hidden, I’ll give to you

First 2015 post, may our lives be filled with love, joy and peace.
I hope to strive for a better year, only the best things in 2015.
A fantastic year ahead!
A new beginning!

Wednesday, December 31, 2014

I've got my first inked on 15th Dec 2014.

Year end present for myself.
Everyone is a star ☆ and deserve the right to shine.

每个人都是星星, 都是独一无二闪耀着的星星

우리가 별처럼 , 반짝반짝 이는 별 !
샤이니 스타 ☆☆☆☆

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

#throwback while I'm in Seoul in August '14
Merry Christmas!
I'm hoping 2015 will be a better year ahead!
Blessed year ahead!

Saturday, December 13, 2014

The 10 lessons I've learned...

1. Say I love you
If you feel a particular way at any moment, acknowledge it. Share it with the people you love. If you feel grateful, say, “Thank you,” and if you feel love, say, “I love you.”
Though people believe when you say it so often, the words lose their meaning, I’ll never get to say it to him again.
What are we all waiting for? Just say it! There is no such thing as the “right time.” The right time could pass you by.

2. Communicate more openly
There were many things left unsaid because it was scary to open up and talk about feelings, especially those involving death. I knew he was terrified of dying, but I wish we spoke about it more.
Talking to people and sharing my thoughts and emotions definitely helped me grieve. It releases a lot of pent-up tension and mental anxiety. You don’t have to deal with everything on your own. People are willing to listen.

3. Listen carefully We should all take the time to listen to one another more often. Sometimes, emotions are screaming to be heard. Lending an ear to someone is one of the best ways to be there.
It’s so easy to slip into our unconscious worlds, especially with the distractions of technology and social media. If you listen enough, you might hear something that could save a person’s life.

4. Respect one another Respect is something that is cultivated and nurtured over time. You can show someone your respect by valuing his or her opinions and decisions, and treating him or her with fairness and care.

5. Pay attention to the little things If you blink, you’ll miss them. There were so many moments I took for granted that came flooding back, long after he was gone. The importance of being present around the ones you love can never be overstated.
It’s the little moments that count. Savor them.

6. Support each other’s dreams I always go back to the late nights, when we sat outside in his car and talked about the dreams we had for our future. He wanted to be this crazy entrepreneur with his own gym and airline, and I believed he was crazy enough to do it.
He’d encourage me to start teaching in my garage and planned ways we could draw students into my classroom.
He always found ways to make me better, rather than allow me to believe in my insecurities of not being capable or good enough.
It means the world when the people you love most believe in you and want to help you achieve your goals. Your dreams may change over time, but how powerful they felt in that moment will last forever.

7. Take care of your body We’ve all heard this one: Your body is your temple. We know it, and yet, not all of us treat our bodies with such care.
But, it reminded me that it’s necessary to stay strong and healthy to live well.

8. Do what you love It is not worth it to live day-in and day-out doing things that make you sad and tired. That’s just another way to put your health in decline.
It’s not advisable to push yourself to the limits when you are not well enough to do so. When you do what you love, it makes your heart sing. It gives you passion and purpose.

9. Dream big Life is too short, right? We fear dreams that are bigger than us; we fear failure without even trying, and we fear success before even getting there. That’s a lot of fear in which to live.
I miss his fearlessness and his ability to boldly declare something as outrageous as being the next Richard Branson.

10. Love unconditionally If you’re going to love, don’t just do it in bits and pieces. Love fully, open your heart up completely and embrace every moment.
Though you run the risk of getting hurt, you’ll never feel the entire beauty of love in its purest form without doing so.
Love as much as you can so you’ll never feel the regret of not having loved enough.

Saturday, December 06, 2014

Sunday, October 19, 2014

As promised, I'll be uploading some of my photos I've taken during my Korea, Seoul trip back in August' 14. The greatest reward and luxury of travel is to be able to experience everyday things as if for the first time, to be in a position in which almost nothing is so familiar it is taken for granted.
I really enjoyed my travel back in August, although there are some minor disagreements with my sister during our trip, but things are immediately resolved.
There's a lot of places I didn't go during this trip, like Everland, Seoul Tower, Lotte World etc. I'll want to go these places next time. My soul are still in Seoul, though my body is back in Singapore, It's already October!

Just some street food I've eaten

Different food on different days

Tosokchon, Ginseng Chicken Soup
Gyeongbokgung Palace

Ewha Womans University

Cube cafe ❤

Friday, October 17, 2014

my gf told me that i should be selfish. she mentioned that i was never selfish? got which time i will say no to other people.
initially when i saw this, i didn't know how to reply, but, i believe that i'm selfish in certain extend. because everyone is selfish in some ways i guess. its not that i'm not selfish, probably its just when it comes to them, i'm really selfless? like when it comes to my family too. i admit at times, i wonder. wondered what did i gained from all this selfless? and when i think of it, i think i've gained nothing except that me being fully used by others.
but then again, being selfless towards that person is my choice, so, just lived with it uh? unless i announced the person dead in my heart. 

have i been hiding my feelings? my friend told me that he felt that i've been doing that. its like no matter what or how i'm feeling. it is not being expressed out. its like what i portray outside is different from the inside. he felt that i've always put a brave front out and then it makes people think i can handle it.
well, when i was young, back then in school, i've shown too many feelings, its like, if i'm angry, i will just flare up at the person. if i'm sad, i will cry or get emotional easy and affects everyones.
then i realised that i've got to control and suppress it well. because it is no one's duty to cry with you, get angry with you or go along with my mood. neither their duty to pacify me.
and now, when i suppressed it so well, it turns out to be not expressing out my feelings, my thoughts. well, its really hard to jungle these things. i'm not trying to pacify anyone of my friends by suppressing my feelings and thoughts just because what happened in the past. NO. its just that i've realised. [like what i've mentioned earlier]
there are many times that i want to share all these feelings and thoughts, then gradually, i realised that my friends became busy, leading a different path, or even they gave this aura that they arent interested in what i want to share, ignoring my texts or simply just change a topic. probably that's when i started to keep everything and resulted what it happened now.
i don't blame anyone for this because its not anyone's duty to care about another person feelings. unless you're damn important to that particular person. i don't know.

work been a shithole. shall have a post regarding this soon. my space to vent/rant my feelings and thoughts here.

well, what to do? life still goes on. right? be happy!

beside all this "dark" post, maybe i shall post my Seoul trip soon in my space.

during the time when i'm in Seoul. super yummy ice cream.