TGIF

TGIF..!!
meaning later on im going out for dinner with xin n shan..
meaning saturday im going out for shopping..
meaning sunday im going to stay at home and rest..
and tgif, im so happy right now (at least for the moment)


recently life have been mundane, theres nothing happening around,
leading a really peaceful life,
no anger, no happiness, no sadness, nothing and nothing..
i wonder if this is good or bad.. (anyone wants to tell me?)
maybe i should really find some entertainment for myself,
but then, what entertainment??? (i wonder i wonder)


im trying to show to you people that,
no point crying over spilt milk,
(but i guess i failed, it become no point crying over spilt egg)
LOL!!
but whatever it is, the behind meaning is still the same luhs..
what i wanna say to myself is that, since it has all been past,
i shouldnt drowned myself in the past..
shouldnt kept on holding back because, afterall,
everything had been spilted out and is already past..
right??

im not trying to say that i've forgo everything,
but im trying all ways to get myself out..
to be frank, im 120% sure that i wont forget everything,
(and i wont force myself to forget)
not drowned by the past,
and get to rememeber all happy thing from now on..
let memories be kept down at the deepest in me..
i cant promise that i wont think of it anymore,
(definately i will think back of it sometime)
at least i hope when i think back of the past,
i'll have the strength to smile and get over it again..
be strong HRHUIRONG!!!! (:

and ya, im moving on, and trying to move on,
but my speed is like the above snail,
slow and is very slow..
whatever luhs,
at least im moving bit by bit, better than nothing eh..


am in office now,
sucking mac-extra strength lozenges for inflammatory throat conditions..
~.~"