fickle mind of mine

after work, went down to changi airport alone last friday.
(must be saying thinking that im being emo/sad whatever again)
ok, i admit it. i was a little down that day.
hasnt been feeling that well (both mentally and physically)
had been a out-of-tune person for like months? (totally damn it)
cant sing properly and worst of all, even talking itself, the tune is totally madness.
coughing and sneezing like a hedgehog below.

didnt want to go back earlier that day,
i didnt have idea why too,
so waited for my meii since she's working there,
had dinner alone in her store (luckily she's alone working that night)
the one and only blood related meii,
sometimes she really gives me a hard time (vice versa luh)
but still, she's nice! unless she doesnt like you.

took sky-train from T1-T2-T3, back and forth,
lotssss of things has been running around my mind.
and it really bothers me somehow.
(not r/s please, dont have that thinking that im having r/s pro)
i need to sort out that fickle mind of mine asap.
i wonder whats happening to me.
imagine yourself in a state whereby u're stucked in a shit-hole,
trying to climb out of it but sad enough, u arent that f-ing strong to climb out,
and fell down deeper to that shit-hole and u felt disgusted with everything around u.
(thats how i felt luh, am sorry if my description scares u off)
life's been rotten enough and its hard to handle it.

meii took this for me while we're waiting for our parents to fetch us back.
avoiding something or someone doesnt always mean that i hate it.
it could also mean that u want it, but u just know it isn’t right.
(i retweet this in my twitter)

there's plenty of new songs nowadays that i tear for.
neither do i have any idea why tears fall.