♥ Graduation ' 10: The Certificate Which Cost Us 6K and 3 Years ♥

i've graduated and offically graduated from NYP..
its a fun and memorable day i have..
for the 1st time, i realised how much i cant bear to leave school..
though NYP might not be the best school throughout all the polytechnics,
but then, for once, i realised that actually NYP is a good place know?
its a place where i met all my pals and frens,
that the place where i start becoming more sensible too..
after 3 years of hardwork, we've all grad at the same time,
know that we will all go to the same direction,
but its just the journey that is different..
do take care people, and im truly missing everyone..


and know what, i actually bare foot and roam in nyp..
though its unglam (partially cause my foot is just simply tooooooo pain luhs),
but this is just so me, and since its the last day im called as a student in NYP..
(ive actually upload the more photos in fb instead uploading all here (: )






sometimes i wonder, is it because when one is so used to something,
they'll tend to do things de way they've been so used to it?
travelling down from my work place (located at tuas),
i actaully travelled down to changi airport alone..
(this is something i will never do in the past, as in alone luhs)


seeing different people coming in and out of the train,
feeling tends to move up and down,
esp when u see families member going overseas together and know what,
the kids will definately be the most happy ones..
being here alone,
its like, the feeling is so different,
and its kind of like telling me to throw everything behind and i should really take break..


guess no one will ever know how much i wanted to leave this place..
if i could go overseas to work for years or whatever the circumstances it is,
i will definately choose to leave instead of staying..
not as if im trying to run away from reality or wad,
its just that if i could start anew happily in other places,
why not? (right)


all along, i have been thinking if im the right ones or the wrong ones,
but most of the time, when i came here(changi airport),
my mood will never be delighted..
but ya, i still like the atmosphere here u see..
its quiet, peaceful and know what, there's thing to shop here too..


sitting down at BK,
watching people walking and passing by me,
i then realised that actually im like just a small living thing living in this earth..
different people have different expression,
n i wonder what they are thinking at that point of time..
sitting a table away from 2 ladies who cant speak and thus using hand sign to communicate,
then i was wondering, even some might have some physically disabled,
then, they are still leading their life happily..
starting to admire them..


n it allows me to realised something too,
after being so used to being alone,
i actually can sit alone n have my meal there alone..
(to be frank, u'll never get to c me in this situation in the past)
i actually do like roaming around places and discover different spot
(though i found nothing at the moment, lol)


and yah,
maybe i really do have the potential to survive alone if i were to be placed in other countries..