just a little bit of updates of the past emo days..

im in office right now and is having break now..
didnt went out to lunch, instead i choose to stay in office to rest..


some might be wondering why recently im like so emo for like no reasons?
(through fb, all those posts that i've posted seems emo ehs? LOL)
okay, guess i shall release bit of what happened that cause me to be so emo eh..


times flies, and 3 years plus passed..
lots of things happened in this 3 years plus, but whatever that happen,
im always glad that i have a bunch of lovely friends and sisters who will be there for me..
some kept asking me,
"wow, hr, i don believe u say u 3 years no bf lo"
"how can this be man"
"don lie luhs"
LOL!
i didnt know what to reply, except telling them the truth that,
"ya, i this 3 years totally no bf"
"so what if i don have a bf, very qi guai mehs?"
(i have no idea why, but maybe, i gave people the impression that i do have a bf??)
LOL!!!!~


its not about whether i want to have a bf or not,
is just that, to be very frank,
if i cant manage to get myself out of the boundaries,
den why should i be with someone else?
(to make them as a sub? (it wouldnt be nice right) )
i don want to make the same old mistakes that i've made in the past..
(the pain etc bullshit is totally terrible know? LOL)


recently, ive cleared all the doubts and misunderstandings that was left inside my heart..
to me, its a both way thing.. (there's good and there's bad luhs)
so its kind of like, trying to absorb so many things within days,
i guess if u're a normal human beings,
u wont be able to absorb everything at once right..
so for me, its the same case too,
i do need time and really plenty of time to really absorb it and rearrange my feelings..
maybe like some say, im a heavy emotional person..
yupp, i totally agreed with it, cause its sooo true to the max extend u see..
i know that i've spend super long freaking time in the past,
and for now, its still time and time again..
but what to do? (hahaha)
im always like that isnt it??


im not trying to act one bullshit here,
to let people pity me or whatever yah..
but im just stating what and how i am feeling..
cause yah! this is my blog,
so i can have the rights to do whatever i wanted here..
LOL!!


here's just some little updates about y im emo these few days yea..
should return back to my work,
and will update again if i have the time..
see yah..!